Like a Hank.

Days like today are the best.

Such good times with my favorite people. Life is so much better when I don’t take things so personally, or overthink the little gestures or things, or take everything to heart. If I just go with the flow and just enjoy the time spent with people, things are awesome. I think that’s why these past few days were so much fun. Because I’m not getting myself all worked up to just get let down. There is nothing to be worked up about. I’m glad I’ve gotten to the point where I’m not getting attached so easily. This summer is bound to be grape.

enaeku:

BRENDAN LOOK AT THIS

Oh my lord.

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Last full day of high school.

enaeku:

Today seemed like an average day today, besides the fact that many of us were celebrating and chilling in our classes.

Lunch time came around and our mission was successful-we got to eat Chinese food from Lin’s Bistro and shove it in everyone’s faces, what we’ve been planning to do since the first week of senior year.

I wasn’t feeling all too sentimental at all…until chorus.

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Lololololol. Honestly the medley was not made to have everyone in tears. But I forgot it was our last full day of chorus, so having the sad sons probably wasn’t the best idea. But hey, at least it brought everyone together. And at least my medley was sentimental :D

Things feel different. Better.

But I’m not taking anything to heart anymore.

I just want to punch holes in my wall

or just punch something, repeatedly.
I have so much built up anger, jealousy, hate, it just all needs to come out. And I have no way to do that. I knew this was a bad idea, and I knew this would happen. I hate myself.

I did the most important letter first.

And now I don’t want to write anymore. Maybe tomorrow? I don’t want to be sad from writing these things :(

Its been a while, hasn’t it.

Well that’s because this spring break has been the most stressless time of my senior year. It actually felt like a break. Sure I worked literally every day, but hanging out with my friends after made it okay. And I had nothing to worry about either. I let all my problems go. They will not bring me down anymore. While everyone else is worried about relationships and drama, I’m worrying about me and being happy. And right now I am. If everyone would only take a step back from everything for a bit, maybe they could be happy too.

Well as always there is more to say, but is there ever enough time? And is it the right time?

kimmismiles:

ahahahahaha.

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I need to stop getting angry. I should be used to this. I’ve “changed” and apparently I’m not the same. Oh well. I’m tired of being told one thing and being treated like another. I’m being replaced as much as you don’t wanna admit it. Life goes on.

Oh and I found out once again, you get something I’ve always wanted. How awesome. I saw this coming for so long, I knew it would be this way. You always get what I want.